Last February 10, 2013 (Sunday) and that was Chinese New Year, me and my sister went to the Divisoria to make a cocktail dress for my JS Promenade. The last time I saw my father, he was in the dining table and lay down his head on the table and watching Holy Mass in the television. I leaved him with a SMILE on my face.
In the afternoon, when we already find the tailor that will make my cocktail dress, we look other accessories that I need. After we bought it, my sister and I already go home. When we arrived in our place, there was a boy came to me and said, "Papa mo, nasa loob ng taxi" I hurried and check if its true, I saw many people around of our street and there is a taxi I looked in the mirror of the taxi and cofirmed that was my father I saw his face turning to the black and unconsciousness and they went to the near hospital. I don't know why my tears are falling but I have a throb that "It is the last day I will saw my father?" but I pray to God that guide my father gave him a strength to fight in his pain. We wait for a hour to call my mother to us and know the condition of out father unfortunately that was the day that I WAS VERY HOPELESS, all I can do is to cry and cry. My mother said to us that our "haligi ng tahanan" was already died at exactly 5pm because of congestive cardiac failure. My sister and I, went fast to the hospital and brought all the important papers for my father. I saw my father wrapped in a white cloth, I run, hugged him tightly, cry loudly and waking him up to went to my Graduation Day in March. My mother, sister, aunt and me, went to the Baclaran to buy the clothes of my father and went to the St. Peter's Chapel. My mother and I already go home to take rest but I don't know what God let this happened in our life I'm not felt any hungry to my stomach, I didn't eat my snacks, dinner, breakfast. I wait for my father arrived in the coffin in our home and that was 2 o'clock in the morning.
I don't know why God let this happened in our life. In the age 50, my father died and he didn't even know that she will have a grandchild that my sister was pregnant, he also even went to in my graduation day (high school) and the graduation day of my brother (college). I keep asking myself, "How can I face my tomorrow without my father?"
